♥ Sunday, February 06, 2011♥
its 2011. this year marks a brand new chapter of my life. he left and i swear nthing will make me go back to this fcked up person, ever. Not worth any of my time & effort. I thank him tho, to make me realise that guys like him will never, ever ever change. Only that i took 4 years to realise this. Asked if i regretted patching up? not really. Cuz if i didnt, the what-ifs will always come to mind. Now that the what-ifs are answered, i move on with no regrets whatsoever.
have i moved on? that will really depend on how u define moving on. Whats left of him nw is hate and nthg else. I once said I wanted the gd memories t0 stay, but now, i want nthg of it, ever in my mind. I'm really moving on fine. trust me :))
now that this seems like a "look back on 2010 " entry.. i shall continue.
well, ith the love life being so fcked up, i'm sure there's smthg i can put a smile on, and that will be in my career.
Acheived silver, but lacked 3K to my 50K fyc target.
Annual income achieved, athens achieved. 2 recruits as of now achieved.
When asked to do the target setting in Desaru on 10 jan 2011, i sticked a picture of a random Volkswagen comvertible. (not that i really wanted the EOS, i just couldnt find a BM convertible picture)
27 Jan 2011, i placed a deposit for a BMW 320i convertible in white on red seats. Could have gotten it by CNY if not for the super inefficient banks. A super huge commitment to this, but its what ive really been waiting for. Getting a tad too comfortable w the beetle dusen make me work as hard as i used to. So with this new toy, I better be pulling up my socks.
Achievers destination for 2012: Hawaii. with 40K of FYC ...it shouldnt be a problem when my persona target is 62K for 2011.
This CNY has been quite a good one with me winning bits of $$ at mahjong and in between.
Loss of voice gonna slow down my pace at work..but i'll b bck.
2011 will be a good one for me, i'm sure.
Princ'Ess♥