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♥ Sunday, June 27, 2010♥

its mid years.

june's ending in just 2 days, and my pdtion seems to be wayyy off track from my personal target. nobody else to blame but myself.haven been putting in my 101% at work. clearly distracted by lotsa things happening in ma life.

have been adapting pretty well at my aunt's (well, cept the fact that i do have a curfew to keep now since i do not own the keys) the whole moving of house sure isnt fun and will not be smthg i would wanna go thru again.
the aftermath of moving, parents squabbling like crazy is what i do not appreciate in the midst of my very stressed up mind abt wk! then again, its only thru stress that we improve, soooo i shall take it positive.

only half a year more to hit my personal goals (material and income) , pretty determined to hit it tho july will b filled with moving into my new place.pls remind me not to use that as an excuse.

sudden urge to leave spore for a slight while and come back but i guess time's running out. shall make do with the leisure (if i deserve any) here.

"guess who's back? back again..." how very apt.

been seeing you-know-who very regularly and i dont know if its good for me. smtimes i feel like i'm smoking. knowing that smoking's bad, i still do it. knowing that prob seeing you-know-who isnt such a gd idea afterall and i still am. so damn confused. talked to bitches and they gave the green light. i still am so veryyy hesitant. smtimes i think while driving and i tell myself no-go. den i think again and i tell myself no-harm. i'm so effing confused.


falling into a pithole. even bought a BBR grey sweater for him for no apparent reason. i'm soo landing myself into quicksand. totally clueless and confused as to what to do.

i need some directions! helpmesomeone.

" i cant make up my mind mind mind mind mind, pls dont waste my time time time time time..."


Princ'Ess♥