♥ Friday, January 08, 2010♥

after reading 2 very inspiring entries by my colleagues...

a reflection of my very first full year upon graduation.

Career.
the start of my very exciting career could never be more fruitful than this.

Yes, this is just the beginning.

entering pivotal 1yr4mths ago, i was so afraid that i could never make it in this industry. the competition out there, the inability to rise up to the exceedingly high expectations and standards that PG have set and worst of all, friends telling me that I'll fail in this industry.

I remembered telling myself that 1 yr is all I have to try this out,(with my best efforts of course) and should i not do as well as I expect myself to, i'll move on to another industry.

so, after 1 yr , i've acheived an income that i humbly believe that no other peers my age out there of mine are acheiving and driving a car that i have always dreamt of owning.

like i mentioned, humbly believing. Do not be mistaken, that statement certainly does not carry a tinge of despising tone when i typed that. I could only owe all the achievements to my mentor and my hardwork. I am not proud of what I achieved, but I am proud of my attributes which led me to achieving all these.

I was never really deprived and i am extremely thankful for that. My parents have always provided me with not just the minimal, but much more than that. With constant reminders by my mom not to take things for granted and many other values like discipline etc. has probably shaped me to instill in myself, the attributes which brought me this far in this career and of course which i give credit to.

remember when i said that the thing i love about this industry is the direct correlation between hardwork and returns? yup, it is tried tested and guaranteed true. And because of this very fact, i have completely dispelled the idea of joining the rest of my friends in a rat race out there in the corporate world.

i am ambitious, and it will remain unchanged. the locked up goals in my mind will definitely be unlocked, with time.

its 2010, and i have set out a few goals to achieve by the end of 2010. its going to be another round of hardwork, but it will all be worth while when i start looking back in Jan 2011, typing a similar entry.

the ability to remain focus is the key and has been my strength.

this is just the beginning.


Love
cliche it may sound, but this aspect of my life has been quite a roller coaster ride.

experienced 2 failed rships in a year, one which lasted 2.5yrs and the other, 2 mths.

it seems to me that guys are looking for not-so-ambitious partners. well, like i mentioned, i am ambitious and it will remain unchanged. if he couldnt accept this trait of mine, then he probably isnt worth my time. if me potentially earning a higher income than him in future affects him adversly, then he probably isnt worth my effort. if me being out there working hard (in view of a better future together) gives him the excuse to stray, then he probably isnt even worth a space on my blog. so i shall stop.

and the other could be described by the song burn.
Usher - Burn
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you i just,I
feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to
Let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

well, no particular resolution for this aspect of my life. If it comes it comes, if it doesn't , I'll be able to focus more on my career which definitely aint a bad thing. being single can be very exciting :)

Family
Guilt-stricken, I have always known that I havent been spending enough time with my parents and my siblings. Being slightly more stable in my career now, I would definitely make an effort this year to spend time with them :) bringing my mother on a fully paid for trip is smthing to unlock this year.

Floorball
Another aspect of my life which i hold high standards for. It is going to be a great season. I ended off with 6 goals the last season. I want to double it.



OHKAY, i felt like i jus typed a whole article on horoscopes. haha.

2010, big dreams, chase it.

Princ'Ess♥